need help i must learn how to use my time !!!!

need help i must  learn how to  use my time !!!!
One of my days ....”samdi 14/03/09”

....wake up in the the morning at 7:40 a.m ..j essai de me preparer ... mais toujours je trouve ce problem ..” I can't find my stuffs !!!!!!” some of them here the other there ....7:55 je sort de la maison ....8:05 je trouve la porte du lycéé CLOSED .....pff why they didn't wait for me ??? next time I will try to wake up at 7:35.... now I must come back at 09h .... Donc j ai le temps pour manger quelque chose chez moi ....8 :20 a la maison entraine de manger et parler avec un ami sur msn ....jusqu a 8 : 45 et voila ma mere « saraaaaaah .. !! it's 8 :45 ...switch off that thing and go to your school » ...if i don't answer « okay !» she won't stop ....9 :00 i am in ...et tout le monde que je connai : euh sarah hada win ?? ...sarah markawk (-_-)....alors ma copine : ah ya kelba ....(wé ! elle est comme ça ) you couldn't tell me that you will be late ? why are you keeping that cell phone with you ? it's okay yasmine i'm sorry (sinon elle n'arrête pas c'est une cha9lala dsl yasmine c'est la verité :D)...apres une heur de science chez Meme.*****.... On sort a 10 am...coming back again to home ..avec ma copine on fait 20minute par metre ( lycéé_maison 100metre donc 2000 minutes..euh bzaf ..mais bon on a jamais fais – de 30 minutes ....10 :35 diiin don ..c'est moi sarah ouvre la porte mama !....ah c'est toi ? déjà ?? bon c'est bien la vaisselle is waiting for you ma fille ...11 :05 j ai terminer la vaisselle ....my pc is waiting for me now  ..12 :55 still in my room with my dear PC...13 :15 euh i 'm hangry ..diiiin don ...saraaah tes copine .... Okay i should go i'll eat something later ...13 :35 in my classroom ...a 14:30 apres l'heur de “ chari3a” we are waiting for Mr.*******...(prof d'anglais euh je l'aime pas il est grave pas cool)...14:45 il n'est pas venu .....i'm so lucky to day !!!! 14:20 a la maison..... ma mere : yakhi lycéé !!.....j essai de me connecté mais j ai pas arrivé ....aaaaaaaaah y'a pas de connexion !!!!! mama je doit y allé au cyber y a pas de connexion ..ma mere : okay ! and stay there untill 19 :00 than i will show you something you are not going to like it !!....okay mama as you wish ( la prof de CHARI3a nous a dit « ati3ou walidaykom » il y'a 45 minutes (je pense)...14 :55 au cyber ...y a pas un post « c bon ..i changed my minde i am not lucky today at all !!!! » aah voila un post enfin !!....18 :40 ..oups...not again i m late... I don't like to see her when she get mad ..18:55 en face la porte ..well... I think I don't have a chance !!! diiin dong....saaaraaah where have you been ?? I'm sorry !! hye it's not 19:00 it's 18:58 ...ma mere; sarah!! I 'm not kidding ...sorry I won't do it again I swear ! ...19:14 I'm tired ..maybe I have to sleep ...23:15 ..i'am hangry .. was I sleeping all that time ??..i have to eat something!. Et voila Je trouve mon pere dans le hole ...je sais bien qu'il va me dire quelque chose . mon père : ooh la lune !! sarah c'est un honeur de te voir ma fille !.where are you going now ? au cyber aussi ? ..c'est bon ! i told you i won't do it again !! ce n est pas ma faute !! c'est l algerie !! mon pa : ah l'algerie ! il y'a un article dans l expression sur ce sujet c'est un bon article va le voir ....ah peu etre demain rani tafya doka !! i 'll eat something than i'll come back to sleep .. goodnight !

This is it ..one of my days !! goodnight people 

# Posté le lundi 16 mars 2009 12:55

o_O?

o_O?
03/12/2009

....no reasons to be happy but I'am happy ... I wonder why o_O?

.....no good marks no wonderful news .... Nothing strange !!! maybe there is some thing wrong with me ...I

have 17 years old ..and I didn't do any thing yet wich helps me to be missied when I leave ...but I am happy ...

sometimes I feel that I am ....nothing...cause when I try to find my self my walls are closing in ....any way I will

keep going In my life hoping that I will find some thing or someone who helps me to find my way myself and

help me to make reasons to be missed and remembered in my world too .....

...Maybe I must stop wondering....maybe I must be happy for being happy ..this is it ..!!

# Posté le jeudi 12 mars 2009 11:59

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.... I don't really know how to start ... may be cause I am feeling .... Lost ...It's not a good feeling...

it's like....falling in a big hole ...where you see your self confieused ....sad...lonely... and empty.... I tried to tell

some one but no one would lestin... I were so scarred ...cause no one care....they told me “ d'ont be afraid ...

you will be fine keep us and leave all the rest ..” but they were wrong...I need much then that ... I am tired ...I

don't want to be what you want me to be ...I just want to be me ....I am not perfect and neither do you
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